Placing the desire into one sentence is difficult. Describing the feeling to crave it is a challenge. It is multi faceted: experience and time alter the urgency. Some days it presses down, closing me in, not letting me escape. Other times it is given barely a moments thought. What if I don’t want it? What if, the only reason I crave it so much is because the illusion is better than reality? Either way, the longing for it remains. The idea of it still stands clear in my mind, the whole world waiting to shift with a moments notice.